I’m incredibly notorious for long absences,
and red hair.

patrickshreds asked: you should use this thing
Ehh. Im not sure if im a fan quite yet.
I just figured out my password tooo. :)
Contemplating running.
The dog and I could afford to lose a couple. I hate that shit though.
…Still contemplating.
I get horrid side cramps. When I tried running over the summer I looked up how to alleviate that. Stretching is the answer I got. And it helps. Also hate the fact that breathing is a chore when running.
But I love my smokes.
*Edit: Decided to try to run. Wish me luck and pray to whatever you belive in. Imma need all the extra help I can get.
**Edit: Went running. I walked some too though. Ran more than I have in a while. I feel great!
So many things swimming around in my head. Big ol’ pregnant gold fish in a bowl 4 sizes to small. Bumping into each other… And there getting pissy.
I’m a very doubtful person and I’m not sure if I can make things happen. Been trying to do several things over the past few years and I hardly even got close to it.
Stupid pregnant fish.